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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
WORDS OF WISDOM NI MARENG
remember "magmahal ng wlang pag-iimbot" & "let's love like there's no tomorrow" - mga quotable quotes ni det at mega yan since 2005. it means sige lang, bigay lang, tanggap lang, magmahal lang na hindi iniisip ang gender, walang babae o lalake sa relationship, not because babae ka dapat ikaw lagi ang susunduin, susuyuin, aalagan o dahil lalaki sya, sya dapat mauuna, initiate ng move etc. the quotes entail what makes you happy, if being with someone makes you happy giving you even a bit of satisfaction, edi go! Ako nagmamahal lang, problema na nya yun kung hindi nya ako mahal. people will spend a lifetime thinking of what ifs and what could have beens. ayokong maranasan yun. and if you believe in that quotes, you will pity those people who suppress, hide and stop what they think will make them happy. And you will realize pain is not the opposite of happiness. Nasasaktan ka man, happy ka naman. Better masaktan sa piling nya kaysa masaktan ng wala sya, parehong pain lang din naman. Dun nako sa una. If you want to go and grab him, go. If he doesn't want you anymore, problema na nya yun kung saan sya magtatago or problema na nya yun kung paano nya sasabihin sayo, after all closure is what connects you to him.
onga..problema nya na un kung anung gusto nyang isipin saken..bsta ako, ok nako
Posted at 11:15 am by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Saturday, January 12, 2008
i've think and feel it over and over again..ilang taon na din ang lumipas..pabago-bago..paiba-iba..pabalik-balik..paulit-ulit..pero sa pagkakataong ito..ang sagot ko sa hanging question ay "ayaw na"..hndi ko alam kung isa yang kasinungalingan o katotohanan..bsta ang alam ko lang, kailangan kong panindigan..mahirap..pero dapat..
...cguro...
ayaw ko na..dahil ayaw ko na mag-isip..ayaw ko na masaktan..ayaw ko ng umiyak sa iisang dahilan
paulit ulit lang ako..bumabalik sa umpisa..hndi pa ba mtatapos 'to..ang tagal na ah..
gusto ko na talaga 'tong matapos..gustong gusto! pero baket parang ayaw?
gusto ko nang maging masaya..pero baket parang hindi pwede?
anung meron? anung kulang? anung mali?...sinong mali?
Posted at 02:47 am by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Friday, January 04, 2008
bket may mga taong mabahiran lang ng mataas na posisyon..maulanan ng mdaming grasya..eh nag-iiba na ang ugali? nagiging snob..mayabang..kelangan ba tlgang ganun? para saan? hindi nman ako bitter o naiinggit lang kaya ako nagngi-ngitngit dito..hndi ako inggitera at hndi din nman ako kelangan mainggit dahil wla nman akong dpat kainggitan..actually bibilib pa nga sana ako kaya lang kung ganun nman ang ugali nila eh wag nlang..ngtataka lang ako sa mga taong ganun..na ngkaron lang ng mgandang posisyon, dumami pera, eh parang ngkaron na din ng amnesia..lalo na ung mga taong mnsan mong naging ka-close..karamay mo nun sa problema..lovelife man, career o sa pera..halos best friends kayong dalawa..
lumipas ang panahon, mga ilang taon..kamustahin mo ngayon..kmusta? deadma..parang hndi ka na knowing ng bakla..hala! nkkpagtaka tlga..kc sya/sila ung mga taong hndi ko inaasahan na magbabago ng ganun..kc nman posisyon lang un..pera lang un..kahet nman anung kabit ang gawin nila ng posisyon nila sa pangalan nila..o ng pera nila sa katawan nila, hndi nman sila dpat magyabang or what..kc mataas nga posisyon nila, mdami nga silang pera, ang tanong..gumanda ba sila? (haha..pintasera ampotah)..deh, joke lang..i know hndi din nman ako mganda..cute lng..haha (blog ko 'to noh)..natatawa lang kc ako..i mean kahet anu nman kcng mngyari, tao pa din sila..katulad ko..katulad mo..wla nmang naiba..buti sana kung dahil sa karangyaan eh naging alien sila..e yun may pagkakaiba tlga..
kc naisip ko lang baket nman ako (ayan na..), naging sikat ako nun (patay tyo jan), pero hndi nman ako yumabang (yun nman eh)..deh..totoo..mnsan na din akong naging popular..mraming nagka-crush (may mga babae pa ha)..mraming umidolo..pero ni mnsan hndi ako ngyabang, naging snob o nag-iba ang ugali..nahihiya pa nga ako pag pinupuri ako eh..pero syempre nakakatuwa din..nkaka-overwhelm kc may nkaka-appreciate ng galing mo...pero yun nga, hndi nman lumaki ulo ko dahil sa galing ko..kc para saken lahat tayo may kanya-kanyang galing..pana-panahon lang yan kung kelan ka mas aangat sa iba..hndi permanente ang pagiging sikat o makapangyarihan..kaya hndi dapat mgyabang at maliitin ang iba..mataas man ang lipad mo ngayon, babagsak ka din pgdating ng panahon..
ewan ko..sana lang ma-realize nila na hndi dapat ganun..
mga kaibigang nkakalimot dahil nababalutan ng karangyaan..
sayang...
Posted at 01:33 pm by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Saturday, December 29, 2007
ilang araw nlang matatapos na ang taon..
kmusta nman ba ang year 2007 ko?
hmm..anu nga ba?
ummm..hndi katulad ng last year na every month, out of the country / out of town ako..
ilang beses lang akong nag-out of town ngayon..
kadalasan gimik, gathering at dinner with friends ang drama ng lola mech..hehe!
may mga problema at misunderstandings din na ngyari..mostly sa mga friendships..
pero naayos din nman kung anu man ang ngyaring prob..
well..sana nga..
but i know in time it would be better...best pa nga as i should say
sa pera lately, nasho-short ako..ewan ko bket..hndi nman ako sobrang magastos..ako pa..
kc cguro nasira ung trusty coinpurse ko..hehe!
but to sum it all up, maayos nman ang 2007 ko..
makulay ang buhay...
Posted at 04:13 am by meandmymind
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Sunday, December 09, 2007
iwas
haay..ganito na lang ba? habambuhay na lang ba tayong mag-iiwasan? mag-iiwasan sa lahat ng bagay, sa lahat ng sitwasyon?
oo, nakakamis ka din..pero iniiwasan ko na lang na mamis ka dahil masasaktan lang nman ako..masasaktan saan? ewan ko..labo noh..kala ko ba kc friends tayo..bket parang hinde? kc kung friends tayo, kung good friends tayo, dapat naaayos natn ung mga bagay na ganito..alam ko may iniiwasan ka ding gawin..iniiwasan moko, iniiwasan kamustahin, ewan ko..dahil cguro sa mga paghihinala mo..na para maiwasan na lang din na magkasakitan (na nman)..pero hindi rin..hindi ko alam..ako nman eh taong hndi ma-pride..ewan ko ikaw..
namimis mo din ako, wuuu..aminin mo.. =p
Posted at 03:35 am by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Monday, November 12, 2007
bket may mga taong hndi nahihiyang mang-turn down..they don't even bother to care if u'll get hurt or what..they don't know what commitment really means..hndi ba pdeng pag naka-commit na e panindigan na un..whatever the cost is, gagawa ng paraan..kc nga naka-commit na..kc nga dba, as everybody says "pag gusto may paraan"..yeah..if there is a will, there is a way nga..but then kung lahat na ng paraan nagawa nyo at hndi tlga pde..fine..hndi tlga pde eh, wag ipilit..but in the first place dba dpat hndi nagko-commit kung alanganin din nman pala..mahirap kc ung nagpapaasa..cguro kung alam lang ng karamihan magpahalaga sa salitang commitment, wla cgurong msyadong nasasaktan..wlang nadi-disappoint..wlang nato-trauma..mdami kcng nasisira pag hndi mo natupad ung commitment..emotionally, psychologically u'll be affected..akala kc ng karamihan ganun ganun lang un..hdni nman kc un dahil lang sa hndi natuloy o hndi natupad na plano..ung effort kc un na nagready ka..nagplano..nagcancel ng ibang lakad..hndi na nag-entertain ng invitations sa iba..higit sa lahat umasa..ewan ko..hndi ko alam pano eexplain eh..pero dun sa mga taong alam ang importance ng being committed, im sure nage-gets nila ung gusto kong sabihin..
nakakadala na..
Posted at 03:18 am by meandmymind
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Thursday, October 18, 2007
issues..issues..issues pa rin! hndi ba tlga matitigil yang mga p***inang issues na yan?
and im talking about the "magugulang" issues..parang lugi pa kayo ah..feeling laging nagugulangan..palibhasa isa ka ring madupang kaya takot ka sa sarili mong multo..
kmusta din nman ang karamihan? ganyan nlang ba kayo? pede din nman kayong mgsalita ah..andami dami nyo ding hinanakit..kelangan nyo pa bang antayin na mgkaron ng spokesperson para ma-open up 'to? tas pag ngkaron ng open forum, mgsasalita ba kyo? granted ngkaron ng spokesperson, ba-backup ba kyo? come on guys..stand up for urself..wag nman sanang duwag..mnsan kelangan mo pumalag, para hndi ka laging naa-agrabyado..hndi nman sa sinsabing mkpag-away ka..ma-voice out mo lang sarili mo, keri na un..
Posted at 11:46 am by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Thursday, September 27, 2007
even if you do things the right way..
some would still be unsatisfied..
some won't appreciate what you say and what you do..
and there would always be people
who would let you down too..
but for as long as you speak honestly from the heart,
you'll be fine..
this is not a perfect world.
this is not a perfect life.
life is almost always unfair.
but life loves the person who dares live it.
...yeah...
Posted at 12:54 pm by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Monday, September 10, 2007
ang hirap ng mag-isa..ang hirap ng wlang masabihan..im juz keeping it to myself kc hndi din nman mlaman kung pede ba clang pgkwentuhan..bka lang lumaki pa ..kaya lang bat ganun, nagulat nlang ako alam na pla nilang lahat..kaya pala..kaya ko nlaman dahil ngtanong saken ung isa, pde nman daw akong mgsabi sa knya..naisip ko tuloy anu kayang parte ang alam nya..inisip ko nlang, gusto lang nman cgurong tumulong..pero hndi na din ako ngsabi..akin nlang un..mahirap kc ung galing sa sabi-sabi pa eh, bka maiba pa ung meaning..hndi lang mtatapos kung ganun..mabuting ako nlang mag-ayos nitong mag-isa..ang hirap kc u admit ur mistake, still u r wrong..u tell the truth, still u r neglected..when u give up, they will say u r unfair..haaay..
maling-mali cguro na naging kaibigan ko ung isa..wrong move..my bad..nakasakit tuloy ako..hndi ko din npansin na may nasaktan dahil hndi ko nman akalain na mami-misinterpret nila..akala ko pa nga magiging masaya..akala ko magiging group kme, tuksuhan, masaya..iba ung na-imagine ko kc..pero un nga, as they say, maraming namamatay sa akala..hndi sa pagiging insensitive..pagiging tanga cguro..mnsan naisip ko dapat sya ung kinukuyog eh..ma-issue syang tao..pati tuloy ako parang ndadamay sa ka-issuehan nya..pati tuloy loyalty ko nakkwestyon..pero hndi na din nman dpat manisi pa..pero mnsan naisip ko ok na din na naging kaibigan ko ung isa..dahil kung hndi dahil sa kanya, hndi mabubuksan ang matagal ng sinasaloob..na pero sana dati pa nga napag-usapan para hndi na lumaki pa ng ganito..madali lang nman akong kausap..edi sana naintindihan ko nun pa..pero ok na..nalaman ko nman na ung gusto kong mlaman..kaya lang eto na nga't nagsosori nako, tinatanggap ko na lahat ng pagkakamali ko pero baket parang ganun pa din..hndi matapos-tapos..ang hirap..wla akong makausap..wlang makapitan..wlang malapitan...
pero ok na cguro ung ganito muna..kailangan lang nmen cguro ng time and space..para makapag-heal at mkapag-usap ng ngkakaintindihan sa susunod..i know the sun will sun brightly soon..and everything will be normal again..
"messing up...it's what makes a person. it' s how we learn..where we find joy..and the things you don't plan for..things you never see coming."
Posted at 11:03 am by meandmymind
Let's talk it over
Tuesday, May 22, 2007
Minsan parang gusto ko kasama kita palagi..minsan gusto na kitang yakapin..minsan parang gusto na kitang I-kiss..kaya lang ayoko..hindi pwede..hindi ako pwedeng mag-fall sayo..dahil alam ko…..lolokohin mo lang ako..sinasadya man o hindi, ganun pa rin un..lolokohin mo pa rin ako.. I just know..
I think I could like you
But I keep holding back
'cause I can't seem to tell
If you're fiction or fact
Show me you can laugh
Show me you can cry
Show me who you really are
Deep down inside
malandi ka lang kc tlga..sori..
Posted at 06:55 pm by meandmymind
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I am who I am..
I think, therefore, I am..
I think I am the moon..wahahaif i could take over
this world that we're in
i wanna reach out to every human being
i'd take all the sorrows
from every goodbye
i'll shed all the tears so no one ever needs to cry
i'll summon the oceans
to drown every pain
i wanna be shelter to the countless in shame
erase every conflict
from every divide
i wanna give every bit of me until i die
but...
nobody cares for me
nobody here needs me
a love to share but
nobody dares
nobody cares for me
about ragga
I’m an independent person who is usually able to handle things in a self-sufficient manner. But that's not the only thing. I’m a calm, relaxed person who tends to take life in stride. I am a smart person who is more able to understand complex concepts than many other people are, too.
AS TO MY CAREER PERSONALITY
Based on the standard measure of personality traits, I am a strong team player and believe the needs of the group come before the individual. I generally care about the people around me, which allows me to provide a personal touch at my workplace. That sense of caring allows me to feel personal accomplishment and acceptance from my co-workers who know they can turn to me for help. I am generous with my time and spirit and look to make the present moment better for everyone.
Ragga's emotional strength combined with a pragmatic approach to work makes her a strong asset. She have a strong work ethic and inspire others by her example. Because of this, she is a strong leader on any team.
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She’s a natural bridge to any number of situations. Whether introducing one group of friends to another, or finding a way to get through to someone others have written off, she’ve got an exceptional knack for really connecting with ideas, concepts, and people.
Some might be attracted to her fun-loving charisma, others might prefer her thoughtfulness, and still others might find a champion in the way she fight for the underdog. Regardless, one thing is clear, she’s a people person.
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